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The point of no return
So here we are again. Staring at reality. Knowing that there’s something mysterious between us, about us. Just like a long time ago, when we were standing at some point where return was possible, now it’s a point of no return. The first time we met, there were no doubts, we could go back if we wanted. But now it’s the point of no return. We can’t hop into this and walk out like it never happened, like we could by the first time. I never meant to fall in love with you, however you knew exactly what you wanted. Maybe we were not ready back in the days. Why would you be standing at my door otherwise? It’s making me confused, I don’t know what to do. Sometimes it feels like you’re standing next to me. And when we talk, it’s like we’ve never been apart.
Still, it’s freaking me out. And I know it also freaks you out. Things have changed, we need to take care of it on our own. We should be really carefully, because since the first time, we got to know each other. We feel each other, ever since. It’s something magic.
And now there are choices to be made.
Still both confused, but we also both know that it wasn’t supposed to end this way. We both know there is more to us than we would have ever known. Little by little it shows. Little by little it hurts. Bit by bit, the path will be cleared. The book is not to be closed yet. We are connected, which I guess means that we are still not over.
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Just two ordinary people…
We are tied to each other, distance don’t matter. We don’t need telephones, computers or even the ordinary mail to be delivered by a simple postman with his red caddy. We don’t need all that stuff. We still have that invisible line, that makes us feel and see what we both need. We don’t need words for us to know what the other person feels, one gaze is enough. We can feel each other through concrete walls, see each other by taking just one look at the sky, we can hear each other whisper from miles and miles away. Sometimes it’s like you’re by my side, like you hold me like you always did. And that’s not my imagination and I’m not drunk when I feel it. But I feel it clearly, it’s your touch, your kiss and your face I see in the middle of a crowd you don’t belong to. It’s that bond we have. Not to be resisted, just because we can’t. Maybe we belong to each other, it might be love…
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